Self Interview: Interrogative Questions To Ask Yourself At 25

This is a reply to those questions I asked myself five years ago. They are questions that you are expected to be answering just before you turn thirty. It's time for me.

I'll be 30 in less than 24 hours. Whaaaaaat!!!

Q and A Before 30

Q1: What are you doing? Why are you doing it?

A: Like right now? I am writing. Lol.

I am writing because. . .Wait. Honestly, I thought a lot about why I'm writing. I was wondering whether I should write for my self only (and not share it) but it didn't feel right to me. So I am writing to FULLY live.

PHOTO: Note To Self

Dear Amaka,

you can be so much more. 

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The Most Important Decision

Oh, wow! 2018 is starting up on a Monday. It's a New Week! A New Month! A New Year! What better time to have a new beginning if we want to?!?

There are risks that go with decision making, and risks are too hard for those of us who think too much. We weigh things too much. But a decision has got to be made!

Make A Decision Already!

The really important decisions, unfortunately, have to be made without certainty. If we get married, we do it without certainty that we are making the right decision. If we have children, we have them without knowing how they will turn out. If we decide to be Christians, we do it on faith. And these decisions are sometimes infused with fighting the feeling of whether we are deceiving or hurting ourselves.

DIARY: I Want To Be In That Number

Is Jesus coming back soon? I think so!

Maybe yes! maybe no? But we should live with this thought fresh in our minds as if He was.

When The Saints Go Marching In

Oh when the Saints go marching in

When the Saints go marching in

O Lord, I want to be in that number

When the Saints go marching in

As I sing, “I want to be in that number,” I really mean it. Even when many are waxing cold, I want to be even hotter. I want to be among those who stay on fire for God. I want to be among those who stand the test of time. I want to be among the soldiers in the fight of faith. But the ‘number’ thing kind of mean not everyone will be marching into the Promised Land. ‘Number’ could imply a limit. I'm imagining a bouncer at the door with an official guest list.

Dear Diary, All My Friends Are Getting Married Again

Hi Sweethearts! How was your weekend? I was eager to share about how my weekend went with you right after attending another wedding on Saturday but honestly, it's not coming out nice. I have deleted my introductory paragraphs more than twice. Here is what my draft had been like since Sunday until noon today . . .

I'm Not Married Yet

Today I'm like:

I blog blood. I blog tears. And I blog smiles.

Sometimes I wish I could write anonymously. Sometimes I wish I could tell the truth without giving myself away. Sometimes I wish I could be the blogger who only shares with the world about what she wears, what she knows, and what she has come to discover through her journey with God, without necessarily sharing what she genuinely feels in her heart. But, then, if I am that blogger who hides, maybe I wouldn't have counted the third year of being here.

Sometimes I write stuff that makes me cover my face in shame. Sometimes I write things that could make a potential suitor afraid to approach me. Sometimes I think I give myself off away too much. Sometimes I think I should stop sharing personal lessons and stories. But, then, if I do not write the words I am ashamed of, maybe the words I am proud of would never exist.

I rip my heart open and I pour out the words.

Well, this is neither a bloody, nor a teary, nor a happy entry . . .

Speak To That Mountain

What is the mountain in your life? What is standing in your way? What is holding you back from going forward (with speed) and fulfilling God's plan?

Speak God's Word to that mountain!

Declarations For The Month

To declare means to manifest, to reveal, to proclaim and to issue a command. Declaration can be the release of some positive thoughts out of your mouth at the beginning of the day, week, month, or year.

A List Of Positive Words You Can Attach To "I Am"

To live life filled with positivity, inspiration and love, you need to think positively.

Got this from www.positivewordsresearch.com/

List Of Positive Words

Thinking positively is done with confessing positive words about you, your life. We've established the fact that answering the Who Are You? question shapes your life. Get inspiration from my list. (Stealing is permitted here. It's OK to be a thief. Lol)

Declare Your Season Of Fruitfulness

It's Friday! If I'd created a podcast today, I'd have voiced out a few prayers for this month. This is my season of fruitfulness! I know it in my spirit!

Season of Fruitfulness

What I've been dealing with and what I've been feeling from God is that He wants to destroy unfruitfulness and barrenness and wants to make this a fruitful month (and a fruitful year generally). 

Personal Confessions of a Christian Single Lady

No story. This one is straight to the point. 

Personal Confessions of a Christian Single Lady

1. I will not let lovesickness push me into the arms of a man who cannot love,  appreciate and respect me. 

Daily Life-Changing Confessions

I look into the mirror, smile at the beautiful reflection and decree these words . . .

Daily Life-Changing Confessions

These are power tools for a Christian, when you speak out loud in Jesus' name, you command your life to become what you say.